MY PET TERATOMA

Lyrics

I go out on my own
Then wish I’d just stayed at home
Too shy to try and connect
Too stubborn to accept

That I feel pretty alone
Detached from everyone 
I converse but just clam up
Isolation wells in my guts

I don't know what I can do
I don't know how to break through 

There must be some thing I lack
Coz something always holds me back
I'm paralysed by fear - Its why I'm still here
There must be something I don't know
Some secret I'm yet to be told
I'm petrified - But can't run and hide

I try to stay up beat
While surplus to everyone I meet
I'm not in to ever miss out
A reprobate among the devout 

I don't know what I can do
I don't know how to break through 

There must be some thing I lack
Coz something always holds me back
I'm gripped by fear - Don't know why I'm still here
There must be something I don't know
Some secret I'm yet to be told
Coz I'm petrified - I want to run and hide 

There must be something that I lack
Coz something always holds me back
I'm sick of fear - I'm still here
But there is nothing that I lack
I'm tired of holding myself back
I want to just let go - of my self control
I want to free my soul - And lose control